Saturday, November 1, 2025

Game 7 #amilikey

     

    


    I have always enjoyed sports because it is fun to root for someone and the excitement that a team or player will win. Right now as I currently type out this blog I am watching the world series game 7 with LA Dodgers vs Toronto Blue Jays. I am personally not the biggest baseball fan, but when it comes to championship series then I get excited to view. The LA Dodgers are the team I am rooting for right now. The game is currently tied 4-4, but it is a nail biter for sure. 

    Regardless of who actually wins, it was a fun game to watch for entertainment purposes. Obviously, I hope the team I selected will rise to the occasion and crown their victory with a back to back win. I also want to encourage you to take a minute to view my all time amazing 90 subscribers YouTube channel, yeah it needs more subscribers so go ahead and check it out. All you have to do is click here and enjoy the views. Other than be using the hype of the game to promo my blog and sharing my YouTube channel, I got nothing else for you beloved people.  So with all of that let me get back to my main goal of spreading encouragement and reminding myself and others you are not a mistake because God that created you is perfect and He cannot make mistakes. You are here for a plan and a purpose so allow Jesus into your life and discover that plan for your life to be fulfilled. Thank you and remember leaving a small comment or feedback is always welcomed!!


Xoxoxoxoxo,



Ana :)



Tuesday, October 21, 2025

October Lies #amilikey

 



        Hi micro world of viewers, I find it a bit funny and ironic just to see the contrast between when I had all this blogging fever when I had no WiFi/laptop versus now that I have both. I barely blog nowadays even when I have ample time, because it's always discouraging to have such micro views that amount to basically zero return in monetary compensation, and the zero interaction from viewers not even to say, "hey you suck at writing and I hate your writing." Obviously, that is negative feedback, but at this point at least I knew someone actually read it even if they don't like it. Anyways, I will never be able to claim that I am a successful writer/author but life goes on. 

        Now that I got that off my mind, I can elaborate on the October lies that lie ahead. Major Lol. Okay, so this month the devil takes advantage of so many people all because they want to have "fun" and it appears to be so innocent with cute costumes and candy. Why would letting the children play dress up and get a candy be demonic and absolutely evil? Well it is and the fact that witches and practicing satanic followers explicitly tell you they perform satanic rituals on this day -- should be more than enough to NOT participate. People will always make excuses to satisfy their flesh, but to involve the innocence of children is just despicable in everyway. Everything about Halloween is diabolical starting from it's origin and it's current practice from people doing evil. 

        It is so sad to see the liberal church of today masking this satanic event with the imitation of turning their car trunks as the doors of their houses and still passing out the exact same thing as all the other worldly people - candy. So how is this not the exact same thing as celebrating Halloween? You are partaking of the same demonic spiritual realm just as if you stayed home or went from house to house collecting candy. Christians should use this awful time of the year to speak out against it and about it so others will be set free from this darkness that is upon them. People still believe it's just religious propaganda to control people, but I am willing to boldly say that the majority of the tragedies that have struck innocent kids are a direct result from participating in this satanic event. If I could do a cross reference to all the kids that go missing because they are kidnapped, I am sure at one point in their lifetime they celebrated Halloween and now this tragedy struck them as a direct result of the covenant their parents allowed the devil to over take their kids. Unbelievers think that because the kids are not stricken right then and there that no effects come from it, but I know that terrible things happen to whoever partakes of evil even if the devil prolongs the side effects. 

        Please stop celebrating and participating in Halloween and spare the souls of your children and yourselves. Do your research and learn about the truth and stop believing the lies of Satan that it's just a "fun" time for kids to enjoy their childhood. Listen to the powerful testimonies of people who practice and came out of practicing this demonic ritual, because they are telling you how horrifying it is and the serious consequences it has if you partake. I pray deliverance to all those children that are lured to celebrate because they want some candy. I cancel all the plans of the enemy in Jesus name and I cast down all the demonic activity in the mighty name of Jesus!!!! Ghost are not ghost, they are demons and people have changed their names to make them seem less surreal or significant. I never thought of it that way, but it makes perfect sense how psychic are able to tell people accurate information about their personal lives. It is the demons that have been watching people since they were infants that obviously know their whole lifetime and whisper the correct information into the ears of psychics. People are so gullible when they hear the truth about their past, they automatically then give credit over to the psychic about their future which only the Lord has access to and power over. 

        I uproot every evil seed that was every sown onto my life because my own parents allowed me to partake in this evil while they were unbelievers or weak in the faith. I renounce to any event I partook without true intention and I decree that me and my family shall serve the Lord Jesus alone!!!  So with all of that let me get back to my main goal of spreading encouragement and reminding myself and others you are not a mistake because God that created you is perfect and He cannot make mistakes. You are here for a plan and a purpose so allow Jesus into your life and discover that plan for your life to be fulfilled. Thank you and remember leaving a small comment or feedback is always welcomed!!



Xoxoxoxoxo, 



Ana :)



Monday, September 15, 2025

Pre-Fall Updates #amilikey

 



    Hola mi gente querida!!! Hi my beloved people!! So I've been going back and forth about this personal update, but I feel like coming clean about it will also help in my own healing. I do admit I tend to overshare and talk too much about things I later have to take back. I am clearly still a working progress towards full maturity even though I am half of seventy, which begs to differ I shouldn't have much maturing to do. Unfortunately, I still don't have it altogether and it is super frustrating/debilitating/aggravating all in one. 

    Without further intro, after about four and half months of actively performing my new duties, I couldn't be more sure that the path I once saw as crystal clear isn't at all. My expectations of how things would unfold haven't come true at all and some variables I was aware of I didn't take into full consideration. I thought that by attaining this new certification and becoming a CNA, I would be: one- making more money (as I am literally doing more work than before especially physically), two - have the satisfaction that my work made a difference and I'd be genuinely happy doing it, and lastly - it would encourage the future path to nursing. None of those points have come true for me at least. The monetary discrepancy is a true injustice because despite not having the extensive years of experience, I am still doing the exact same work as those with experience and so for that reason alone I do deserve a raise to acknowledge my transition in employment. Of course people in leadership always just shift the inquiry to and from parties and never resolve anything in favor of the people doing the hard work. 

        I constantly saw basically all the techs complaining on how much they hated doing their work, but my naive and dumb good sentiment persona always drew the conclusion that these people only hated it because they had no patient advocacy or true human empathy. I never truly realized that the ratio is disproportionate to being able to provide actual quality care. Your daily assignment is always full of heavy medical needs patients and the routine is laid out to where there is hardly any time to recover from being on your feet and physically doing work. If you are lucky, you might get one or two helping RNs that actually assist you in doing the work other than giving orders. The overall expectation that your tasks are your responsibility alone and even if you are actively taking care of a patient, it doesn't matter if other tasks are completed late as long as you get them done yourself. 

    Most people would just draw the assumption that it is the particular specialty of the unit I work on or the few apples that make work harder than it should be. I realized that none of that really makes the overall experience as a care taker any less arduous. The institutions structure is setup for a tech to always feel overwhelmed no matter what unit they work on, and the variety of patients is complex but always very hefty in one way or another. I personally hold hygiene as a basic standard, and to have to convince someone to allow me to help them get clean is super demoralizing to say the least. Elderly people have the right to refuse treatment, but denying hygiene is just so discomforting to have to deal with in both the unpleasant physical aspect and also having to do so much to help out. I never accounted that I would be constantly sweaty from going in and out of rooms whose temperature is just not within reason to my liking. 

    Finally, the aspect that is most discomforting that I thought I could overcome, is the constant life criticism from patients that are alert and oriented. I love sharing my personal story of survival, but to have to answer to strangers why I am just a measly tech is absolutely infuriating. I know for the rest of my life I will be judged, and everyone gets judged because it's our human nature to pass judgement. However, I would prefer you keep that judgement internally and not question me for my current status of labor. They just assume that I am unintelligent and I of course never even made it to a real university, because this job doesn't require such high level of education. If they even have any respect for my abilities, they ask if I will pursue nursing afterwards or currently; which is now a definite "No, thank you!!!" The physical strain on my body from just being on my feet for a twelve hour shift has been very enlightening, and add to that doing even more work than just standing. 

    I have also experience the ugly verbal abuse from patients that are mentally unstable; which I know every medical healthcare professional has experienced before (especially in a hospital setting). I don't want to be exposed to such harsh verbal abuse even if it is just a medical mental illness of being disoriented. I don't need to hear it or want to either; not to mention the physical things I've been exposed to that I also don't want to see at all. I thought I'd never be "cat-called" to put it lightly by men that are obviously ill, but it has also happened a few times and it is super aggravating even if they're just throwing me a mercy flirt. Even as a nurse, none of these aspects would change, and I see them constantly struggling with the overwhelming overload of heavy needs patients. I like helping people, but the corporate and patient abuse towards the medical staff is not one I want to partake for in the long-run in a hospital setting. 

    I hate that out of desperation to feel like I was making progress, I enrolled in prerequisites for nursing and endured a whole semester of wasted time and money that I barely have to be spending so carelessly. I had to withdraw from the summer term and loose the entire summer tuition because I withdrew before the reimbursement deadline still thinking I could push through working full-time and being a student. I literally was falling asleep on my first exam I had to take after getting home from work and of course I failed because I was half asleep and didn't schedule enough time to study. I solute everyone who gets through a full-time job and schooling because it is the hardest thing in life. I barely made it through one semester of it and it was super debilitating. 

    In conclusion, I really wish I would have used discernment to ask God if investing my time and money on this CNA and prerequisites was the right step forward. I hate to admit I was wrong about both, but here I am admitting it was the wrong decision and investment. It only brought about clarity of what I don't want to pursue and endure for the rest of my life. As much as I like helping people, looking at gnarly wounds, and trying to encourage others through shared medical experience - I will retrieve back to an administrative position where I excel most and feel most comfortable. I know I care for these patients to the best of my ability, and even if I am a bit slow I do it with love. However, I do deserve better and I am capable of much more than manual labor which is what being a tech is really all about. People will always flinch and get that startled look when they see me, but from a clerical position, it doesn't give them much time to ask me so many personal questions and the interaction is set to a one or two time short limit. I gained a new admiration and appreciation for nurses I will never forget, but I won't pursue being miserable for a few days just to have more days off to recover from the mental/physical strain of the career. 

    I dislike greatly that I still don't know my actual calling in life even though I have been asking God for many years. It seems like everything I have pursued in the past I have just been good at but never like superb. People say just follow your passion or utilize your gifts; but what exactly are my gifts? I thought I was a great speaker/talker, but no one ever remotely considers me for a presentation. I have gotten that awful dry mouth, shaking hands whenever I have spoken here and there, so clearly I am not that great at it. I thought perhaps my writing could make the difference, but here we are eight plus years into my blogging and I have gained a pathetic $2.15 in ads commission. Which honestly is the equivalent of zero because until I make it to one hundred dollars I can't even claim it. No one hardly ever reads my blogs other than to maybe be nosey, and I know there are a lot of grammatical errors and fragmented sentences. Run on sentences and just not the high quality writing a publisher might be seeking, so it might seem weird - but I cannot with confidence say I know what I excel at in the form of a talent/gift. Despite the unknown, I will continue to live life for Christ and hope my questions are answered. So with all of that let me get back to my main goal of spreading encouragement and reminding myself and others you are not a mistake because God that created you is perfect and He cannot make mistakes. You are here for a plan and a purpose so allow Jesus into your life and discover that plan for your life to be fulfilled. Thank you and remember leaving a small comment or feedback is always welcomed!!




Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo, 



Ana :)



Sunday, September 7, 2025

Running 101 #amilikey

 



    Hi readers of the world!! I consider myself an amateur runner even though I have been doing it relatively consistent for over 4 years now. I have participated in just a few races from 5K to 5 miles. Obviously, never medaled any prices but definitely finished the races and not the last one. Major Lol. It all began with a former personal trainer I had who inspired and motivated me to start running with just one mile during my lunch break.
    
     At the time, I had a guaranteed hour break for lunch so it made it feasible to complete and the location was absolutely perfect. My very first run took me a little over 13 minutes just to complete one mile in the middle of the day in pure hot weather. I believe I did that for a whole week and by the 7th day I had the time down to about 10 minutes. After that initial week of one mile, he challenged me to do two miles and I was like, it seems too soon to jump from one to two miles but I did it anyways. I was able to complete my two miles each morning before work in about 26 to 28 minutes. Eventually I don't exactly recall when I started my pursuit of an actual 5K which is 3.1 miles, but the first 5K training lasted 48 minutes if my memory serves me well, and I thought I was never going to make it. 

    As the time passed by, I kept at it and eventually got my 5K down to 38 minutes for my very first official virtual race. My latest 5K time came down to 36 minutes and 36 seconds this past April in 2025. Honestly, had I prepped better with more sleep and rested a day or two before the race without working I would have perhaps made it to 35 minutes, so that was quite a bummer. Now, that is just an overall summary of how I got started into running and how it has progressed over the years. I still have so much more improvement to make and many races to participate in down the road. What I really wanted to discuss is the ins and outs of the whole exercise from my perspective. 

    First of all, running is not easy, and the most difficult part is not the physical aspect but the mental fortitude you have to exert each and every time you go for a run. Even after several years of amateur running, after the first mile I am already tired and my body wants to say "okay, that is enough you can stop now". Now, this is where the real runner in my point of view is made, because she/he will push past this natural instinct to want to stop and keep running. I often get discouraged when I can't really improve my timing, but I always tell myself, "you can at least finish the 5K mileage and work on the endurance". 

    Next, running is not cheap at all, people think it doesn't take much to actively participate in running, but the reality is that this activity requires a financial investment. You need a great pair of running shoes, which are not going to be under $50 dollars tops; you need several running outfits because otherwise you'll be doing laundry a lot more often; nutrition wise you literally have to invest in healthy food and supplement items to replenish the sweat -- so taking in electrolytes in drinks or snacks; when you actually want to test out your training in a real race -- you have to pay to be in the race and it all racks up. So, be mindful that even if you never run in a real race with other participants, you will spend money to be able to run even on your own. 

    Also, the actual running-world of people that partake of this physical activity are usually for the most part semi-athletes and they are like the popular social group. They are not welcoming to outsiders who don't look like them physically in a fit body, or at least no one in any of the races I've participated has ever genuinely welcomed me to the social running group. I always get the "what the heck is she doing here with those burnt legs?" No one has ever verbally said it out loud in that same manner, but if looks could kill, well I'd definitely wouldn't be here for sure. They all question my physical ability to run, but beyond that it's also like they don't feel comfortable having me as part of the runners because it looks so disturbing to their perfect fit physique. I know am not the fastest runner nor will I ever be or win anything, but running makes me happy and I do enjoy it a lot. So, beware that the social aspect of running is also very tailored to this concept of aesthetics, and affluent upper social class that doesn't accommodate to outsiders. (Another mental fortitude you have to be prepared to endure) 

    Finally, although the causes for races are always noble and raising awareness for several issues is important, I believe there is a large gap that forgets about those wishing they could partake and these people are being robbed of a great opportunity to enjoy running at a larger scale like being in a race. In other words, all these races have a price point, from my recollection there aren't any free races because the whole point of these events is to raise money for a cause. I know that there are races with a minimum participation fee, but even with such a low price point -- some people in low income housing can't afford it or afford to be involved. I get that it takes money to sponsor a race, I also know that if more people invested in the happiness of those less privileged then we would have a better society. People throw away their money adopting pets (I believe animals can fend for themselves and domestication has ruined natures natural course, but that's beside my point) why not adopt an amateur runner and sponsor them to be able to run. 

    Alright, that is as much insider perspective as I can add to this topic and I hope it brings about some enlightenment to those curious about running. I hope I didn't discourage you from becoming a runner, but I hope it does help you better mentally prepare to what you will encounter overall. On that note, I will not be running in this year's Bolt Run downtown by Amalie Arena, for several reasons I have personally but mainly the amount of work it takes to prepare for 5 miles is serious work and given my current line of work I barely have energy to run at all on my in between days off. I commend all those who work 12 hour shifts on their feet all the time, because it is physically exhausting not to mention the other physical labor intensive work that I do overall. So, running is fun overall, it will test you in many ways and require a lot of your time to actively stay in it.  So with all of that let me get back to my main goal of spreading encouragement and reminding myself and others you are not a mistake because God that created you is perfect and He cannot make mistakes. You are here for a plan and a purpose so allow Jesus into your life and discover that plan for your life to be fulfilled. Thank you and remember leaving a small comment or feedback is always welcomed!!



Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo,



Ana :)

     


Wednesday, September 3, 2025

Bandwagon #swifty #amilikey

 Greetings 🫡 y’all!!! 

It’s been a hot minute since I had the motivation to post. I sincerely appreciate the micro views, but at the same time it’s also discouraging to know the audience doesn’t interact with me at all. No one ever leaves a comment, not even to criticize my writing or my statements. I also know that the ending remark is what makes people walk away, but despite my bad record and tarnished testimony as a Christian - I do believe in Jesus Christ and know He is the one and only truth in life. 

Now, you might be thinking what this topic is all about and considering how many people on social media are jumping on this bandwagon of pop culture news, I’d figure I’d give my two cents as well and maybe use it for my advantage of getting a few more views. My total profit from ads since 2018 is a whopping $2.00 dollars. That is probably the worst increase in the history of blogging, but I am honest about what I share in my writing and that’s all I can stay true to. 

I consider Taylor Swift aesthetically the equivalent of a Barbie and no one can deny how beautiful she is physically. As far as her singing talent goes, she’s good but she’s not a vocal powerhouse and her lyrics aren’t impressing. She is only profitable because she’s pretty and her songs are just catchy. Now, her personal love life has been a train wreck from the beginning. A person who has had multiple partners is not showing you how amazing they’re because they’ve had so many. It is the exact opposite of what a healthy person would reflect. I honestly don’t believe her marriage if it actually happens will be successful, not because I’m wishing her downfall but because she’s not in a healthy position to commit for life. She hasn’t healed from all those past failed relationships and adding one more isn’t going to fix it. Obviously 🙄 she needs Jesus and so does he, but celebrities hardly ever make it last or work— I mean look at Jlo and how much she swore this time it was a dream come true. 

I’m not judging Swifty but that’s just how I see it from an outsider perspective. And I obviously pray she uses her skills and talents to spread the gospel when she repents and accepts the Lord Jesus as her Lord and Savior. If Daddy Yankee can turn his life around after 20 plus years of doing secular music that degrades women and relationships, then Taylor Swift can also be a part of a powerful transformation. If it’s the Lord’s will they truly be together then I pray they both come to Jesus sooner than later. Celebrities are still people in need of salvation and I as a believer often dismiss them entirely, but I do pray for them all. 

Now again, no one is perfect, but marriage is not a joke or a transaction you go into and out of it like swiping credit cards. Marriage, the only sacred covenant between a man and a woman, is a serious commitment and all people should take it seriously. Remember you are not a mistake because God is perfect and He does not make mistakes. You are here for a reason and a purpose, so allow Jesus to guide you in that path. Thanks for tuning in and hopefully someone gets something good out of this humble micro viewed blog!!! Till next time !!! For more great content #amilikey on all social media. 



Xoxoxoxoxoxo, 



Ana :) 



Sunday, May 25, 2025

Capitalism destruction on Medicine #amilikey

 



        Hey beloved bloggers of mine!!! I know my love for writing is always hindered with my lack of self-discipline with consistency. I enjoy viewing the screen time a little too much, and that has always been one of my biggest flaws. All those hours I've invested on watching TV and now streaming services could have been invested in learning, blogging, reading and getting closer to my Savior. 

    But I am not here to make excuses for myself, we all make choices and suffer the repercussions. So after many weeks of waiting to be transferred to a different position at work, it finally happened. I still couldn't believe it finally happened given the extensive eight month period, and constant change in date for the change. I went from being a PUC(patient unit coordinator) to now a PCT(patient care tech). I was fortunate to train with someone I admire in terms of her character as a person being loving and welcoming. My training wasn't extensive and it only lasted 6 days in two weeks. I was definitely a bit nervous on my first solo shift, but thankfully I pulled through without any major complications or errors in my part. Did I do everything perfectly? Of course not, and considering this new role is completely new to me in terms of actually being the caregiver instead of the patient, I believe I've risen to the occasion. 

      Since this is my platform where I speak freely, I know majority of my fellow coworkers doubted my ability to be a PCT and to not I guess freak out or get overwhelmed with the workload or "bad" patients. Everyone assumed I enjoyed sitting on my flat bootie all night just answering those beloved phones nonstop. They all take one look at me and see me as this weak petite woman, but they are all wrong because I am strong both mentally and physically. I don't say that to be cocky or arrogant, rather to demonstrate that what men sees as unworthy and useless the Lord enables to do above and exceedingly things in His name. I also admit, I have a lot more to learn and my skills aren't as well executed as the veterans that have been doing this for decades. I love patient care because I can relate to all my patients in one way or another, I know what it is like to be bed bound and to be in physical pain after surgery or in general. I am not afraid to ask for guidance if I need it or for clarity on something I might not quite understand. With all of that said, I am so grateful to be released from being a PUC. 

       To further expand on my the details, I genuinely thought the title implied actual coordinator work, and I didn't investigate the actual role before stepping into it. I wanted to have a role where I could have a more in-depth ability to contribute something more meaningful. Honestly, I hated having to harass people to do their work and they constantly taking it out on me for literally doing what I was paid to do. Now, I can be the one who goes and takes care of the patients need without making excuses and avoiding the work like other people did when I called them. All it takes is discernment and the willingness to take care of the patient to the best of your ability. The most important quality you can offer a patient is true compassion and empathy for whatever reason they have been hospitalized. 

       Furthermore, this was just the introduction to the theme of this blog about how corporate greed for profit has tarnished the quality of healthcare in medicine. I hate saying it, but unfortunately maybe 70 to 85 percent of the healthcare workers in all arenas are only working in healthcare for the money and not for the love of taking care of people. I have witnessed it over and over again in my line of work and in my previous work and as a patient myself. Healthcare workers like some nurses do the bare minimum to satisfy the employment status not to be fired, but they show no compassion and do everything with a grudging attitude/ aggressive. They also tend to be dismissive when the patient is rowdy or homeless/old. I know it is not easy to deal with difficult patients, but it doesn't help when the person taking care of them has no patients for them. There is always a better way to say things and offer a more approachable way of reaching people where they are at. 

       It is due to corporate greed that the algorithm that dictates the ratio of patient to healthcare worker is wrong. A nurse or a PCT, cannot provide the same quality of care if the numbers don't allow for ample time to service them with quality care. This is one the reasons why patients return after a discharge so quickly, because they were either discharged without proper thorough medical evaluation and consideration for their status. Everyone is usually stressed to get them in and out as fast as you can, so we can rack up more billing for insurance companies. And on the contrary, those who do not need to be hospitalized or held hostage in a way for any little potential loop in the system to milk the insurance coverage and letting the corporate industries get what they want most which is more profit. Then these same healthcare workers, who are chasing the money work overtime and are working tired because they are given the incentive to work for bonuses. The toxic cycle just continues as the workers who already have the wrong attitude towards patient care are then doing it with exhaustion, which leads to more medical errors and poor patient care. 

      The real solution to this crisis, is plain and simple with very attainable measures corporations should be implementing immediately across all healthcare industries that reach more than hospitals and clinics. Number one, offer healthcare workers a higher wage so that they do not need to work overtime to have a comfortable living. Of course there will always be those greedy people who are never satisfied and are workaholics, but the majority of sensible people would be relieved to know they can work a normal schedule and be compensated in a reasonable manner. Number two, lessen the workload when it comes to assigning patients and the work they perform, because quality of work in healthcare should be the top priority and not the quantity in terms of how much can just one individual do by themselves without passing out. A quick example, if a PCT had less patients to care for, they could ensure that every part of their care was done to the highest standards and patient satisfaction would always be perceived as actually satisfactory and not mediocre. And the same goes for a doctor reviewing patients and a housekeeper actually being thorough with their cleaning because they are not being pressured to complete a ridiculous amount of rooms in such little time. Quality work requires time, and if that time is not given then you will always have just an okay kind of result versus an excellent service. A perfect example in our everyday life, the fast food we eat will never be better than a homemade meal cooked from scratch or a fine dinning restaurant. Number three, for hospitals, lessen the time of inpatient stay if it really is not necessary and only admit people who truly need the services of inpatient care. 

     All of my generic solutions are feasible, but will the CEOs of the medical industries ever implement them to better the overall quality in medicine? Unfortunately, that is a hard sad NO, because increasing profit is their defining target and as long as they are reaping the six figure salaries, they could care less to what other bottom feeders doing all the work in these industries struggle with. I am not saying being a CEO is a walk in the park; however, they are not willing to take a pay cut to better distribute the funds where they are needed or make a change that would regulate the benefit across the board for everyone. People would work better if they weren't always burnt out and felt unappreciated. Overall health of the community would be better if people could actually enjoy a good quality of life and have a work balance. We shouldn't depend on people's sickness to earn a living in healthcare, instead we should be servicing preventative care and expanding services for wellness that people could be a part of as their main line of work. There is so much more in-depth discussion on how healthcare can truly be changed, but unfortunately this corrupt world only seeks out their own best interest for profitable gain. I know we can't save them all, but making the necessary changes would offer so many more people a better lifestyle if only people in leadership would care enough to change the current format. 

      All in all, I am just so appreciative of the ability to take part in patient care with the most basic level as a PCT and to be on the giving side of patient care considering how long I was the patient in need. I hope my dedication and true compassion for people will improve healthcare just a tiny little bit and patients go home knowing someone cared for them as a person. I know my journey has just begun and I shall remain humble through it all giving God all the glory for whatever I do right in this lifetime. So with all of that let me get back to my main goal of spreading encouragement and reminding myself and others you are not a mistake because God that created you is perfect and He cannot make mistakes. You are here for a plan and a purpose so allow Jesus into your life and discover that plan for your life to be fulfilled. Thank you and remember leaving a small comment or feedback is always welcomed!!



Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo, 



Ana :)



Sunday, April 27, 2025

Education is wrongly structured #amilikey

 


            Good Morning bloggers of the world!! I have to speak up because I have lived it for far too long, this notion that reading and watching all this baloney of information is somehow going to make me a more well-rounded person. In my current and past lectures, I have been obligated to view content that is neither edifying or constructive in any way. Why must the education system continue to waste the time of so many young people or people attempting to be educated with pointless information? Why can't the school system be tailored to produce individuals that are capable of deductive reasoning and analysis instead of summarizing articles of nonsense? I tell you why, they want to waste our precious time and monetize the curriculum that should serve as a production of good wholesome citizens and manipulate the algo rhythm of how successful you can be if you are made to believe a one fit model for all. The school system prides themselves on selling you a ticket to debt in the form of higher education, and they do not advocate entrepreneurship or other avenues of career choices that also yield a good steady income. 

          I wasted a whole year in high school taking only two classes I needed to graduate, while the rest were just to fill in the blank and add to a GPA that never even matter because I was already on my way to a community college which did not require a minimum GPA as long as you were a high school graduate or a GED holder. I would radicalize the school system and implement avenues for the youth to not only graduate with the basic understanding of life, but also with the ability to face life with adequate skills like basic home economics. Offering parenting skills course is just one small feature of so many others that must be implemented for creating a better society. 

      I would reduce high school curriculum to the first two years to ensure their reading and writing is up to part of the average adult reader. Eliminate the higher mathematics that will never be used by students unless they pursue a science based career. The remaining two years will be solidified in just one more year of learning the basic skills of life like home economics and driving. Instead of having courses like history that add no value to our present life, we should be teaching them survival skills for when a person gets injured or is having a heart attack. These skills are far more important than learning what empire defeated who in some B.C. year. Every high school graduate should be CPR certified and should know the basics of assisting a person who has been injured until the professional medical team arrives. Another great option would be to have half the day served as an actual employee of something minimalist a student can perform while being in school. Create an entire agenda of going to work within the classroom setting to start gaining access to employee skills so many current laborers lack in the market. 

       Compensate them for that "job" and make them appreciate the reward of working by earning an income they can call their own. It allows them to still enjoy being young without losing their freedom to be social and enables them to learn before immersing themselves head on into the workforce without any experience of what it means to be a responsible and productive employee. It would require a lot of detailed planning, but this concept is executable in the real world. Wouldn't be nice to graduate from high school with actual skills that prove you know how to do something verses a piece of paper that only reflects how smart you are? It would be totally nice!!

      Higher education has also extended the years people earn their degrees in order to milk the cows aka the students for money majority of us do not have available while being a student. Instead of emphasizing the expertise that can be shared and given while they learn their actual career skills like becoming a teacher or a doctor. Instead of requiring all these nonsense prerequisites that add no value to making you a better professional, why not invest in hands on training on how to be a great teacher and doctor. Extend the actual time of practice versus the textbook overload of information that will never be applicable on a day to day basis. 

      I hope one day I can be the voice of reason to many lost souls who need guidance to making the right career choices by offering them a place to seek real counsel. A community center that strives to exalt the skills God have you personally and turn it into a career you can be proud of and happy with at the same time. A place where everyone is welcomed and no compensation is required because it will be sponsored by those already in good standing. Here you will find opportunities for growth and development without hesitation and prior experience is not expected to be an active participant.       

            Anyways, back to reality I have only one more stupid assignment to dread going through before I have to waste my time reading more nonsense and listening to ideology that leaves me empty. So with all of that let me get back to my main goal of spreading encouragement and reminding myself and others you are not a mistake because God that created you is perfect and He cannot make mistakes. You are here for a plan and a purpose so allow Jesus into your life and discover that plan for your life to be fulfilled. Thank you and remember leaving a small comment or feedback is always welcomed!!



XOXOOXOXOXOxoxoxoxoxo,


Ana :)



Sunday, April 13, 2025

Tell All Annual 5K Race 2025 #Amilikey

 


        Hey everyone!!! So I am still battling it out in these last three weeks left of the spring semester for my prerequisites for nursing. I forgot how much time is actually required to complete a full 13 credit hour semester on top of working full-time too! Obviously looking back I could have taken only three courses instead of 5, but you always live and learn. I wanted to get all my prerequisites done as soon as possible, so that I could start the actual journey in nursing school. It definitely is delicate balance between wanting to jumpstart the process and also starting on the right footing. 

      I had planned to be already transitioned into my new position at work over 8 months ago, and that really set me behind financially. My goal was to utilize my new position to earn more income and finally get the personal MOT I've always been lacking. Not being able to drive is true constriction on my life in every aspect, and I hate having to deal with it/explain myself every time someone gives me the "crazy" eye look - as in how is that even possible at your old age? It is so demoralizing and such a frustrating thing to have to defend the situation as to not make myself look so pathetic. Anyways, my point being is that I cannot go back to being a full-time student in an actual pursing career without a car. I cannot keep this necessity active for much longer and a new chapter in life has to start sooner than later. 

     So to the actual topic of the day, I completed another successful 5K race a week ago in the downtown Tampa firehouse station. I have been participating in this race for three consecutive years now, and it is my most important race of all the ones I've been able to complete. Also for reference I don't have many, but this one was my official first one in person and the purpose for raising the funds is very dear to my aorta as a pediatric now adult burn survivor myself. You think they would give me an extra appreciation token for being basically only female burn survivor in the race. At least an extra souvenir or allow me to be at the front of the race just as a sentimental recognition value, but neither one of those applies. It's like I am almost not even there, and it's hurtful to be perceived as a nobody. 

    This year I was able to get there a bit earlier than last year, so that was nice because within a few minutes it tends to get super crowded and it's a bit annoying too. It sucks I always have to go at it alone, while everyone else is in their little groups and clicks just having a good time. I did invite people at work and even someone from my church but everyone said no because they were unavailable. I am not hiding and I literally am not even wearing headphones so people don't say, "well she was unapproachable." Just for the exclusive viewers I had this idiotic idea that I would have been dating someone by then for a while long enough for him to propose to me at the finish line. Just me and stupid scenarios that never come true at all. I only improved 7 seconds from last year and that still sucks to my personal ego. I recognize I didn't train as hard and working two days prior to the race also caused a lot of struggle to get the proper rest I needed for the race. 

      The part I always enjoy the most is the last speed dash coming to the finish line. I probably bolted as fast as I could only the last 100 feet left of the race. I wish I could race like that for much longer, then my timing would be incredible. Major Lol. I also liked being able to sit down and watch everyone else come behind me! I get to see all the people I beat and that is very delightful especially when they are taller, younger, and better physically built than me. Overall, it was another race in the books for me, I gave it almost all I had considering the 2 hours of sleep I got the night before the race. It was hot outside and that plays a role in the fatigue element of the race. I actually didn't notice any eye candy this time around, and that's all due to how tired I was in that moment. 

    Well, if you want to see me right after the race, I also posted a short video on my YouTube Channel if you want more of a visual summary. So with all of that let me get back to my main goal of spreading encouragement and reminding myself and others you are not a mistake because God that created you is perfect and He cannot make mistakes. You are here for a plan and a purpose so allow Jesus into your life and discover that plan for your life to be fulfilled. Thank you and remember leaving a small comment or feedback is always welcomed!! 



Xoxoxoxo, 


Ana :)



Saturday, April 5, 2025

Social Injustice #amilikey

 

  

      Hello my fellow bloggers!! I have been preoccupied like crazy and it was been exhausting. I admit I definitely signed up for more courses than I could chew on, because I have no break. All I do is go to work and on my days off do nothing but homework nonstop. It feels frustrating not having actual down time to do the things I like, like training for my 5K and just being able to go out and have fun. 

     I genuinely have no real friends in life to hangout with at all; however, I would still like to go out on my own at the least. I only have friendly acquaintances and long distance pen pals. So it definitely sucks having no one to socialize with, but I have had bad company in the past and it was not worth it at all.  Perks of being the outcast in society, you get plenty of alone time. 

     Anyways, I wanted to talk about the social injustice that has been happening for all eternity, but more frequently to the minorities. People are always blaming the hard working migrants for their own personal failure and overall social crime rates when it was only a few bad apples like in any other race. In the one class that has been robbing me of all my time, I have learned about more cases that reflect these injustices to all different minorities. It breaks my heart to discover that someone like Vincent Chin was brutally murdered over someone loosing their job at a car factory. Vincent did not fire these men that attacked him and he had nothing to do with their personal failure in the labor force. No one stopped or prevented this from happening either, which is also extremely disturbing because someone could have stepped in and tried to save him. Another great example of why drinking at bars always leads to tragedy in one way or another. 

     Vincent died at the hospital in 1982 in Detroit after being beat up to death all because he was an Asian and these men assumed he was Japanese. These two men wanted to take out their anger at losing their job because Japanese automobile imports were on the rise. Chin was Chinese and he was just enjoying his night out celebrating his engagement. These two men were never charged with murder and did not serve barely any time in jail. The judge gave them a bogus fine and sentenced them to community service hours. I am a thousand percent sure, had it been a white male brutally beaten and murdered by a minority they would have sentenced them to years and years of prison. 

      Social injustice happens to all types of people in life, but the minorities have always had a greater dose of this punishment far greater than the rest. The media has always targeted migrants as being criminals because there are those few cases that stain our reputation like the Narcos from Colombia. I propose that government officials realize how hypocritical their policies are towards migrants which happen to minorities. Immigration from Latin America did not initiate in recent years, it has been cultivated and nurtured through policies that America created and sponsored throughout generations. America has always benefitted from the labor minorities have provided to build America, yet they act as if we are not worthy to be recognized for the growth found in America. 

        If Americans, which also do not originate from America but Europe, are afraid to loose their identity to the vast influx of migrants: they can provide a resolution to allow migrants to pass the border with permission to work legally. There could be a policy in place where migrants can work legally and pay taxes, but are not considered citizens. They can become eligible for citizenship after a 40 years wait period, which would prevent them from reaping all the benefits Americans are worried about them having or taking part of like voting. Migrants only want to be able to work and have a decent life for themselves and their families. America needs the labor, why make it so inhumane to cross over all because some Americans feel like they don't deserve a piece of the pie? 

      Crossing the desert to get to the border is just a heart-breaking ordeal that people are willing to endure because it's their only hope for a better future. No human should have to die in the desert and remains eaten by vultures, all because some people envy their work ethic and desire to survive. I know nobody agrees with this notion of letting all people come in to work, but obviously there would be a regulation to monitor that their purpose is fulfilled. A background check would be in place to rule out any potential threats. A system of labor activity would be up and running to guarantee that those allowed to come to America are actively working and contributing to society through lawful means of work. Those who do not produce a constant active work status for more than a three month break period between jobs, would be deemed eligible for deportation as failure to maintain active working status. Only a few legitimate reasons would be valid for longer break times like health issues or severe tragic situations that happen in life like becoming a full-time caregiver to an incapacitated family member. 

        My proposal is reasonable and can work if people actually had compassion for one another. There is so much hatred in this world, and yet we all bleed the same red blood of different actually types but all human blood is red. I hope and pray for all my minority brothers and sisters that positive change in policies come to pass. I face injustices all the time because of my own appearance, but I have learned to see beyond the assumed stereotype of all people. Everyone deals with some trauma or life struggles, why look down on them for it or show hatred because they have a different lifestyle? We shouldn't and we need to show compassion for all. 

     As always thank you for stopping by and learning a little bit more about me and what I think. So with all of that let me get back to my main goal of spreading encouragement and reminding myself and others you are not a mistake because God that created you is perfect and He cannot make mistakes. You are here for a plan and a purpose so allow Jesus into your life and discover that plan for your life to be fulfilled. Thank you and remember leaving a small comment or feedback is always welcomed!! 


Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo, 



Ana :)



 

Tuesday, March 4, 2025

Chapter 35 has officially started!! #amilikey

 




       Good afternoon, I am officially a week into my 35th chapter and it has been relaxing considering I took off two weeks from my job. It was the right and best present I could have given myself. I wasn't able to set up an extensive itinerary like last year but at least I get some rest from work and that's also fulfilling. I did not make reservations for a fancy birthday dinner or lunch. I did not go out to eat anywhere special or at all, but there are for more important things going on in my life. 

      I kept the very basic traditions alive with getting my pampering through the manicure and pedicure. I actually went to get my haircut at the Supercuts and that was different. I really wanted to keep my hair length and dye it but it would have been more expensive and probably more damaging to the already mess of blended bottom colors. The hairstylist even said, "this will definitely get rid of the bleached bottom part," and I was like wow it looks that bad because it's not even bleached at all. So I am enjoying my short hair season again whether people like it or not it's none of my concern. Today my last class online started, so I am fully engaged in 5 classes that include a lab one course credit. Overall, I have met 97% of all my deadlines and kept my grades up except for Human Biology that has been kicking my butt for not putting sufficient study time for exams. I have a current 80 in the class so that's not the most exciting grade especially considering how important my transcripts are for entering in nursing school. 

      I admit I need to get more discipline and put the effort I want my grades to be reflexed as overall. Apart from being in my online courses, I also have to tighten up my training for my 5k coming up in exactly one month from tomorrow. I am not where I need to be time wise. My goal is to always finish faster than last year and that would mean doing it in 35 minutes. My last practice got me to 38:55 which is closer but definitely not close enough. I have a lot of family issues I have been dealing with that also come into conflict with my training, but I just have to be vigilant and push through the days I don't want to do anything. My YouTube channel gained some traction for a little while with some short videos and that was nice. I did gain subscribers I did not think had been added and I am currently holding the count to 80 so that's also heart-warming. 

      My annual physical is coming up in April, so I also need to clean up my diet to get the best possible numbers when it comes to my A1C and the rest of the bloodwork details. I am still struggling to loose those stubborn 20 Ibs according to the BMI index with them on I am overweight. I really wish I could calculate how much muscle mass I have actually acquired, because I feel like that also affects my overall weight. Last little detail about this new chapter, I had my eye exam last week and apparently I now require bifocal eyewear which is kind of alarming considering I just turned 35 and not 65 or 55. The optometrist said it wasn't anything to be alarmed with and everyone has different needs when it comes to their eyes. I am still shocked but I do want to be able to see as clear as possible at all times and my vision is vital to my everyday life. 

            Overall, I guess these were mainly life updates, but as always I appreciate the very few people who ever do read my blogs. I hope in the coming days I can bring about a different topic that is not directly related to my personal life. I can talk about other things other than me and I am a great writer despite the unbelief and doubt from peers. I can articulate a well thought out analysis and bring forth a productive discussion. So with all of that let me get back to my main goal of spreading encouragement and reminding myself and others you are not a mistake because God that created you is perfect and He cannot make mistakes. You are here for a plan and a purpose so allow Jesus into your life and discover that plan for your life to be fulfilled. Thank you and remember leaving a small comment or feedback is always welcomed!! 


My YouTube is always up and running as well!! Just search #amilikey 


Xoxoxooxoxooxoxo, 


Ana   :) 


 

Friday, February 7, 2025

FWBs #amilikey

 



    I have briefly talked about it, but never in depth because it is too painful of a memory. I never knew it was a thing nowadays to have a friend with benefits(FWB). I never wanted to have that type of relationship ever, but it did happen to me twice. Almost simultaneous and they knew about each other too, so it was all toxic from the beginning and till the end. 

    I originally knew the second FWB since my teenage years and we had already established a brief friendship years prior to it escalating to the FWB status between us. We shall call him Nate for reference, Nate and I never deliberately discussed the condition or agreement of what we were doing at all. It was always just in the moment kind of deal. Nate always had some sense of remorse afterwards and swore he would never sleep with me again, but as soon as he was intoxicated and feeling horny he completely forgot about what he had said. I always felt guilty too for doing what was morally wrong from my beliefs and yet I kept coming around time after time thinking there could ever be something more than just plain FWB status. The romantic idiot in me always wanted to settle down for less in order to have something to hold on to and claim as my own. Nate never felt an ounce of feelings towards me, he used me the whole time and knew I was desperate for that void to be filled with someone who wanted me. 

    Our toxic relationship of being FWBs lasted on and off for over two years and it lead to dark roads in my own journey. At one point, I hate to admit it I even had a pregnancy scared and his reaction to it all was devastating. I will never forget the way he responded and how relieved he was to know thankfully it was just a false alarm. He literally said, "What will people think of me knowing I got you pregnant?" and "They'll probably make fun of me because of the way you look." "Or maybe that way they won't think I am so shallow," these were the statements he made in that moment. I should have ran farther than anyone else and never made contact with him ever again, and embarrassingly even after that episode I eventually went back to him during those two on and off years. It was a hard attachment, because we socialized a lot apart from just having sex. We went everywhere and constantly hung out doing normal day to day activities. He always gave me false hope and said things that made me consider staying to see it through. Those overanalyzed moments where he treated me nice and with extra care and eventually it always reverted to verbal abuse and aggressive reactions/combative dialogue. 

    I do not endorse or recommend anyone engaging in FWB relationships. They always end badly and someone (the woman) always gets hurt in the process. A relationship should be based on mutual likeness of one another and commitment to love/respect each other. No one should settle for the imitation of a relationship just because they do not want to be alone. You are worthy of being chosen as a real partner and given the love you expect in return. The first FWB was short lived and he was just as toxic as the second. The only difference between them was their age, race and approach to being a toxic FWB. I do not keep in contact with either one for obvious reasons, and I pray I never have to confront them in a real case scenario. I will say a simple "hi" and wave goodbye, but apart from that I don't want to relive everything I experienced. 

    We live and learn; it is best to leave the past in the past and only remember the lesson. Okay, well that was another small synapse of my wretched "love" life timeline. Thank you for all your support and as always my favorite phrase coming up: "You are not a mistake, because God is perfect and He cannot make mistakes." You have a purpose in life to fulfill, so no matter the hard times never give up and allow Jesus to show you the way to a genuinely happy life!



Xoxoxoxo, 


Ana :)



Sunday, February 2, 2025

My Birthday Month!! #amilikey

 



    Hello fellow peeps!! I am very happy to see another year come to a close and a new beginning to a new chapter called 35!! This one will be very bittersweet, because there are so many pending goals yet to be reached and milestones that haven't even remotely began. Last year, at the end of the year I thought I met someone great and he turned out to be just another liar. He wasn't serious about anything and he really hurt me in the sense that I believed this could be different. I figured he is a professional and he approached me so clearly it will be different. Nope, none of the above happened at all. I thought maybe even a real friend and colleague networking opportunity. After that one meetup, it all fizzled out and I kept begging him to keep in touch and he always said, "I'm sorry for ignoring you I've just been busy." And the same thing happened all over again. I didn't hear from him unless I (the idiot) texted him first. So I finally deleted his number and from my social media. He hasn't bothered to reach out to ask what happened nor does he even care. I think he is probably relieved that he doesn't have to hear from me anymore. 

    So anyways, I only brought it up because as I turn 35 in less than a month, I will still be on this market of singleness and my motherhood years are basically about to expire. I don't want to be an old mom for the first time and it really bothers me to have to accept the reality of it all. If anyone would have asked me if this is how my life would pan out as a kid I would have never believed them. I had so much hope and confidence in my future that I would have that white picket fence and a beautiful family by age 30. They say you should never compare your life with others, but how could you not feel left out when literally everyone around you has a career and a family of their own. It sucks point blank and there's not much I can do to change that narrative. So yeah, I will be half happy about celebrating another year while utterly crushed knowing I don't have a husband to celebrate it with or the prospects of having one soon. 

    I also felt bad not posting a blog in such a long time so I thought I share something. It's not like I have a real following or support from anyone on here anyways. I am just basically talking to myself 99% of the time. I am journaling my life away and hoping one lost soul might just come across this blog and receive Jesus as their Lord and Savior. I met two new colleagues at work that are fairly nice and that's nice. I wish I could remove the ones that aren't so pleasant but then it wouldn't be called work. Major Lol. Certain people just have that "not again" feeling hovering over them, because all they do is complain and contribute nothing. They talk so much about what others don't do and in the meantime I am like, " and you are doing what ?" Nothing too, so look real hard in the mirror because you are the problem and not the solution. Anyways, I just want to pass my upcoming human biology test tomorrow with an "A" and call it a day. (Hey that rhymes, major Lol) 

    Finally, in comparison to last year's celebration, I am under a strict budget and I won't be able to do nearly as much fun activities to celebrate my 35th birthday; however, I will keep my mini traditions alive and make the best of it for sure. Thank you for all your support and as always my favorite phrase coming up: "You are not a mistake, because God is perfect and He cannot make mistakes." You have a purpose in life to fulfill, so no matter the hard times never give up and allow Jesus to show you the way to a genuinely happy life! Remember for more great content just use the hashtag #amilikey and explore more videos and pics on all your social media platforms!!


Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo, 



Ana :) 




Tuesday, January 14, 2025

Spring Semester Updates #amilikey

 



    Hey my beloved people!!! I am happy to announce I am successfully enrolled in my prerequisites for nursing online at HCC. I am doing very well for the very first week and two days. Major Lol. I have already done an easy extra credit assignment and I have been checking the online canvas almost every day! The feeling I get when I am immersed in my college work truly feels great. I even had a hard time keeping my introduction paragraphs short because obviously I can talk about myself nonstop. Also, that is the writer inside of me wanting to express every little detail of my return to college. 

    I was questioning why two of my courses hadn't published any assignments. I started getting a bit concerned like did I not complete the registration as it should be or something else is missing. I used the chat assistance to verify and it turns out that the other remaining courses have a different staring date. I was surprised and at the same time kind of relieved to know there was nothing missing or wrong. Now I have more time to continue adjusting to this new schedule of being a college student again and a full time employee. I want to make sure this time around I truly embrace every opportunity to gain new knowledge and engage into the courses as much as I can. During the discussions, I couldn't contain myself so I replied to four other classmates which was two more than the required amount. I lowkey was also grading their posts in my mind, like some of them clearly missed the second question response. 

    I do miss the actual in person socialization because I am a natural social butterfly, it definitely limits that stimulation to make new connections and just have those in person experiences overall. Hopefully come next semester I can do at least one in person and regain that part of learning that cannot be replaced through posts and replies. I bought a bigger planner with enough space to jot down my due date assignments and just to have ample space to include personal calendar dates. I am taking notes in my Colombian notebooks and I wish I would have bought even more. The online reading is nice because they have the audio option, but they don't allow you to view the images without going straight into the next paragraph. My inner nerdy self does miss the actual hardcopy textbook. It does make it convenient not to have to rent out books and then have to return them; however, I do miss flipping the pages and not straining my eyes with the online reading. 

    This year I am not setting a quota for the amount of blogs I have to post because I epically failed last year and I just want to move at my own pace. I want the posts I make to make sense and have a meaningful topic. I aspire to improve the context of my writing and to accumulate more followers/posts. So with that being said, I am loving the online spring semester and I look forward to entering the actual nursing program once all my prerequisites are all completed and everything is up to part. Thank you for all your support and as always my favorite phrase coming up: "You are not a mistake, because God is perfect and He cannot make mistakes." You have a purpose in life to fulfill, so no matter the hard times never give up and allow Jesus to show you the way to a genuinely happy life!


Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo, 



Ana :)



Game 7 #amilikey

                 I have always enjoyed sports because it is fun to root for someone and the excitement that a team or player will win. Right...