#Amilikey

 Good Evening the 1% of viewers to this blog!!! I know, that I know better than what I allowed to happen to me about over a month ago. I love using social media as a platform to share my ups and downs in life. To continuously allow the world into my life in hopes that they might receive some encouragement and motivation in the midst of so much chaos.  As the followers know, I had been building and working on my Instagram page for over three years and was almost at 500 followers, which yes in the grand scope of things it is not a big deal. For me it did mean a lot of hard work and more importantly great memories that were all journaled through my page. One Saturday morning I received a message from an old high school friend and I knew her very well. She asked if I wanted to enter or receive some giveaway money her company was giving out. At first it seemed to good to be true, but I also knew she is a real plus size model so I kept thinking maybe it could be. I should have stuck...

 HEY EVERYBODY LONG TIME NO SEE !!!!! I hope everyone out there is having a blessed day and currently a great weekend too. I know I keep trying to keep up my consistency with these blogs, but I am pretty preoccupied in real life - so bare with me ya'll. I enjoy sharing my good news as well as my struggles because that is the transparency I like to keep between me and the audience I have built over these past few years. I admit sometimes I share maybe a little too much, but I can't help it sometimes to share and express how I feel about something.      Today I want to briefly touch up on the principle of showing love to one another. Is it easy to love someone who loves you back ? Yes. Is it easy to love someone you just really like as a person ? Yes. Is it easy to love someone who has done you dirty over and over again ? No, it sure is not at all!!!!!!!! The hardest thing in life is to be able to turn the other cheek and receive the bash. We are prone to respond in re...

 Greetings favorite bloggers of mine... I would like to take a few moments to elaborate on my point of view of grade school. We are at that season where all our children are restarting the academic school year. Actually it's been a couple of weeks in already, I wanted to reflect on my own personal experience versus the actual school system now in progress.      I overall did fairly well academically speaking with grades and my actual learning; however, socially from peer to peer it was a hidden struggle to feel like I was accepted and I had an equal part in our student body. Let me dive in into specific details:      1. I never felt comfortable with any one group of peers      2. Every group of peers treated me like I was the outcast of the group (they never really included me in the group conversation nor did they care to ask for my opinion on the subject at hand)     3. My junior year I always had lunch with 3 other girls who...

       Good afternoon bloggers all across America and the great planet earth - no aliens because they're not real- Major Lol. Alright, let me dive-in into this promised topic of discussion I did mention in my last video on my YouTube channel. Disclosure - there is a YouTube channel with great video content and I STRONGLY suggestion viewing them!!! I am all about creativity and I believe with the limited resources available to me now I have done fairly well.      Sandra Bullock is a great actress, one of the favorite lines in the movie Miss Congeniality, "World Peace" as she was trying to give her speech part of the contest in the pageant. Everyone knows this world is messed up to the tee; lacking so many reforms and serious changes. I personally would love to contribute to that change by abolishing things that do not benefit the majority. One of the many things I'd like to get my hands on is jury duty. You read it correctly, JURY DUTY is absolutely the...

     Hey bloggers !!! Oh wait it's just me posting for an audience that is never really there yeahy. Anyways, the popularity of this blog is never gonna lead to profit and that is okay. Yes, I did say "gonna" instead of "going to" -- proper grammar is annoying sometimes-- so excuse me for not following the grammatical rules all the time. I prefer honest verbal free verse writing instead.      My writing will never be  supercalifragilisticexpialidocious with exuberant verbiage and literary devices like using similes or metaphors. I write to share content that pertains to my life experiences or my own point of view. Writers should be true to their own identity, and portraying high level of scholarly writing without actually speaking that way in your dialogue in person is just a lie. Alright, let me get to today's main topic of blogging.      Women are all talkative by nature and that is just a fun fact of the female species. I won't d...

      Greetings bloggers!!!! I am here again, so come spare me a few minutes of your time and let's get going. To the new readers (which hopefully there are new comers) I just want to inform you I am an open-book as much as possible about my life. I do my best to keep people's identity private and only share that which is directly my experience.      Growing up in my childhood, I have always been an active person. I remember being so excited about recess time every day in school; playing on the playground nonstop with my classmates. The monkey bars were truly my favorite to the point that I developed a bacterial infection on my left hand and was out of school for a whole week -- recovering with daily treatment. Even with my medical restrictions to be out of the sun and be careful not to fall or scrape my legs: I still kept my playful time with the rest of the kids until they forced me to take a break.      I also admired the cheerleading, fi...

      Good evening beloved bloggers!!! I am here -- finally after again in my usual slum of non-dedication to this blog site. I have to own it: I used to think if only I had internet at home I'd blog daily or weekly. It has been a year now since I reinstated my home service and as you can see -- that commitment is non-existent. The irony of wanting to blog so badly when I didn't have access to it fully versus having it and not doing it. Anyways, it's just an observation I had to put out there because it just popped into my brain as I started blogging.      I've had five personal laptops/desktop since I graduated high school, and I have to say I do miss the big screen and wireless keyboard. Another non-relevant side note I shared just because I like to get personal. Now to my topic of the night, I wanted to shed my POV on this COVID-19 pandemic we have been going through since last year. Everyone's experience is different and that is what makes our...

      Good Morning blogger viewers!!! I wanted to share something I wrote a while back that was very special to me and I had sort of left it on the back burner. I thought it could be a song, but I can't sing eloquently --- so it's easier to read it as a poem.      Some people say it's not good to talk too much about yourself; however, I think if you have a great story behind yourself: then what are you waiting for? Just share what you have to share if you know it can help someone in the smallest of ways . Believe me when I say people are too shy to admit they need help with the simplest tasks sometimes --- you could be the one to assist by just sharing what you know/ been through yourself.      Okay without further intro -- my song/poem :     "Grew up thinking I was fine       But later on I realized       My truth was blurred by a mother's love       Am not the same as you...

      Hey beloved people online who give oh so many views (cough cough ) not!!! Major Lol. Alright, it has been official for some time now. I am legally thirty-one years old. This new chapter in my life has started whether I was ready for it or not. I wanted my golden big numbered balloons, but it was so expensive I just couldn't do it this time around. Party city (tiene hambre de la buena --- google it) clearly needs to reevaluate their prices if they want to be a bit more inclusive of everyone who wants to celebrate important events.      Chapter 31 was celebrated with a nice birthday dress and cake -- view Instagram for the actual pics -- that I found at my local grocery store. Surprisingly received five different gifts this year and that was very nice. However, the very best unexpected gift in my life was being able to celebrate it with some social declutter and toxic removal. In life it is very hard to let go of what seems so comfortable and attachment...

      Greetings fellow few bloggers of mine!!! We are here in 2021; I don't know how we made it but we did it somehow. No need to rehash what went down in 2020. I just want to say I am forever grateful for my health and sanity still in place despite the horrible things that went down last year.           I made new friends over social media and in person. They each are special to me in their individual ways. I can attest to really learning a lot more about the dynamics of friendships and relationships in general. One particular individual, really has opened my eyes to see the flaws no one else was willing to enlighten me in, because they didn't have to interact with me on a daily basis. Looking back on it now I totally see how others perceived me as annoying. I am a mini sound effects lady and I do it naturally all the time without noticing it. My expressions are genuine in the moments reaction and I don't even notice them as they happen. I s...